At this moment, i could easily feel the pain at times, as i cant simply do the things i needed to do so. Its so much toturing for not being focus on the important things you are holding on. It doesnt matter about the family itself. Its my own personal thoughts towards the specially.
'where are you going to? '
'why i cant see you anymore, my friend.'
But if you are gone from now, all i want to say was thanks for the smile and farewell wave you have given all along. And may we meet again in happier times. : )
1:40 AM || yours truly, juleen
Thursday, September 18, 2008
AS TIME GOES BY, I AM MORE THAN OKAY...
Oh god, i began to hate the hair of my, i have no choice but to let it be like that as my fringe was extremely thick. And i mean it, i am waiting for it to grow longer so i can do something about it. =(
♪Current music♪ - lady gaga, just dance.
2:17 AM || yours truly, juleen
Monday, September 8, 2008
This days, bad things always happen to me and my family, first, the spirit incident, made us feared for months. And then grandfather, and now is my grandma turns. Mummy received a call from daddy yesterday morning, telling us that grandma wasnt that right, she kept shivering, dont have any strength at all, even need two people to hold her while walking. And so, the family and i started to think negatively. But when i reached there, grandma was back from doctor already, daddy told us she was having high fever but she herself didnt even realized it. Walking into her room, as she was sleeping soundly. I looked at her and her heartbeat, i feel like tearing, i feel bad. I am scared she will be gone forever.....
BUSY, BUSY, BUSY.
Will be damn busy the coming up weeks, a lot of things needed to be pack. I am so tired, tired of everything already.
Its touching while watching the last episodes of them in the show. Frankly, i always think this show could bring me a lot of laughter...
Nevertheless, they left the stage.
And quite disappointed, the new ones didnt really play a good role after them. =(
Current music - the pussycats doll, when i grow up.
5:18 AM || yours truly, juleen
