Alright, i have been busy, busy, busy during this days. but still, celebrations was done for both daddy and jinsheng, hope they enjoy themselves...
Anyway, i am not feeling well.
AND......
I began to think negatively. people can change real fast. i am upset because she/he is not the only one, the environment we are in, and when constantly getting in touch with cruel yet realistic world of big fish catch small fish. they gradually got influenced and turned to someone different.
i am totally pissed because you told me you wouldnt be the same as before, but you did.
i am totally pissed because you backstabbed her and you yourself do the same thing.
i am totally pissed because you got lots of excuses.
i am totally pissed because you are changing to someone different.
Yes, i know i have changed and am no longer the same, i dont know if its something i ought to be happy for, or to be sad over. but well, lifes still goes on.
Whenever, bad mood or depressions, somehow, some entertainments will just cure.
the day at vivo.
the end.10:48 AM || yours truly, juleen
